EVERYTHING with EVERYONE EVERYWHERE. Too Love is to know God. God is LOVE.
Tuesday, November 10, 2020
One Hundred Years in the Making: Equal Representation in Government
Thursday, October 29, 2020
GOD'S VOTE: A Rainbow
His handshake of 1968 was an enlightening moment for a young pre-voter [18]. The torch was being passed, only to be distinguished a week later in California.
This post is my prayer for our country and this world, as all of us continue to struggle to find our way back HOME.
WINTER IS COMING 2020
Friday, October 2, 2020
ELECTION 2020: Debate and Updates 1,2,3,4,5,6,7
Is our Political Climate a Hoax?
To let Love lead is not to accept lies and fears that will define our country, especially in our year of a presidential election. Anything or anyone that divides and alienates us from our "neighbors" is not about compassion and being "in a loving relationship"..
God's true plan for us..Amen
"As I say, I always like to play it down, the scientists don't know! I don't want anyone to panic."
White House Announcement: as of tomorrow a new and permanent residence for POTUS
Trump Tower
409 N Wabash Ave
Chicago Ill
( Furthest location from the eastern coastline. Trump Tower Manhattan not suitable)
Tuesday, September 8, 2020
No Mud, No Lily
No words, No poem
No poem, No Words
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[ I have only a couple of poems I have written. Yet I know from where they come from. An experience and a feeling I want to share. It begins in the heart, moves to words, then the words can recreate the experience and hopefully the heart of the poet. Painting is sometimes referred to as a colorful poem. These I have to many to count. Often the response to my painting is "I feel happy when I look at it!" As a person with many long bouts of depression in my life, I was amazed to know my true heart was being seen and felt.}
No lily, no sunlight
No sunlight, no colors
No colors, no sun
No sun, no moonlight
No moonlight, no darkness
No darkness, no light
***
No tears, no joy
No joy, no peace
No peace, no faith
No faith, no forgiveness
No forgiveness, no repentance
No repentance, no crucifixion
No crucifixion, no resurrection
No resurrection, no Jesus
No Jesus, No God
No God, no compassion
No compassion, no Love
No LOVE, No GOD
***
No free will, no crime
No crime, no Justice
No justice for all, no equality for all
No equality for all, no democracy
no democracy, no freedom
No freedom, no expression
No expression, no Art
No Art, no enlightenment
No enlightenment, no responsibility
No ability to respond, no humanity
No humanity, no suffering
No suffering, no humanity.
***
no blog, no readers
no readers, no blog
THANK YOU
Sunday, August 30, 2020
Election 2020 : Let LOVE Lead
It is 4am and I am up writing this political subject blog from my reactions to watching parts of the DNC and RNC in times of COVID. There were no large arenas or masses of citizens roaring in response to their party candidates. I have been in an artist mode creating several satirical cartoons about my observations. They are full of questions about how our country has an incredible way of reacting to our government and to fellow residents of this large land. I am going to begin my observations and reactions to past and recent events and finally, hopefully, find my responsibility in this political environment.
Romans 12:2
Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
I want to profile myself first, as a 71-year-old "baby boomer"woman born after WWII. Raised in a small suburban neighborhood, my parent's American Dream home, south of Portland Oregon. I was the first in my family's generation to graduate high school and to go on to receive my BFA from UofO. I came from a modest home, although a struggle for my parents to keep steady employment, I lived in the same home until I left for the university in 1967. I have traveled, lived, and worked from Alaska to Florida and Vermont to California since graduating in 1973. Currently, I live on the Olympic Peninsula of Washington State.
I realized the year 2020 also means "hindsight" and that's where I will start. To take a look at all I have lived through and seen over the decades along with historical studies. I believe our country, perhaps the world is bearing its true soul to us all. One blessing from the pandemic?
Who we are, who we want to be in the world,
who we are going to respect, who we are going to include,
who we are going to give compassion, who we consider essential,
who we want to feed, who we want to have a livable wage,
who we will provide affordable medical care for.
The hope of finding some answers will require "the endurance of a relay race." [ Michele Obama's phrase in Aug podcast]. It could take weeks, months, years and even decades to see the changes required by hearts. To move on to a more loving society in the future, I will suggest a closer look at the past first. The following are some of the duality of America's intentions in the world.
We are those that built a new country for the freedom of worship and independence from tyrannical rule.
We are also the conquerors that committed genocide of native peoples for the land's natural resources.
We are the companies that built the infrastructure across the land on the backs of immigrants/slaves from the Orient and Africa.
We are who opened our doors to the world for the persecuted to build a life of freedom and do the dirty jobs at the lowest wages.
We are the country the world's "dreamers" have traveled to, to thrive and some to just survive.
We are the leaders in capitalism that still fails to encompass all residents of all colors.
"United Shades of America"
We are white workers fearing loss of jobs {failing economy] and rejecting our growing "melting" pot.
We are who believe that any move to be inclusive of all citizens to uphold their inalienable rights is a move towards socialism, a virus on the capitalist way.
We are global warriors in the name of peace and expanding our trade beyond our country, along with providing the war machines for the world.
Next a look at what I have witnessed since my birth and shaped my political thinking. I was a teenager watching the turmoil from three assassinations, equal rights riots, with deaths, and seeing elected officials finally enforcing the amendments made 100 years earlier. Especially the right to vote and access to equal education. Women have 100 years of voting history and people of color since the 1960s. Basically, we have only 60 years of true democracy for all. Still dependent on the area of the country and its enforcement. As a college student, I personally participated in anti-Vietnam war protests, participated in a "mock" political convention after witnessing Nixon, Kennedy, and McCarthy [ shook hands and spoke to all three] speak. I also embraced feminism gratefully. I became so disillusioned by the mid-70s I stopped voting until the nineties.
Finally, I realized that not voting was letting others vote for me! By the year 2000, corruption in politics was very clear to me. Now 20 years later I believe we are in a time of change and reckoning.
So, what has love and God got to do with it?
First thing first, "Love thy neighbor as thyself". With this commandment, I will frame my decisions when I vote. I will listen to the platforms and watch the actions of those that are representing me and my "neighbors".
"Running out of time?" [endagered species and polution]
I have said and made my peace with the politics of this country. Thank you for listening to my "ranting and ravings". I implore you to take your vote seriously and "lead with LOVE" in your mind and heart.
thank you.
Sunday, August 23, 2020
LOVE Songs [ Audio update Aug 28]
As you can see I chose a song for the title of my blog.
What has love got to do, got to do with it?
What's love but a second-hand emotion.......
Who needs a heart, when a heart can be broken.
There are so many events in my life where I had wished I could hurt less. There has been so much loss in my life and I reacted in unhealthy ways..definitely avoiding feeling at all.
In this time of isolation, I have listened to more music in my studio as I paint. I have discovered several songs that with a few word changes, have been about my relationship with God. I have found joy in creating "hymn-like" songs for me to sing to myself. The song I first noticed was "You are the Reason". the following is my revised lyrics.
Lord, You Are The Reason
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There goes my heart beating cause you are the reason.
I am losing my sleep, pray come back now.
There goes my mind racing and
You are the reason, Lord.
That I am still breathing, I am hopeful now.
I'd climb every mountain and swim every ocean
just to be near you and fix what I have broken.
Oh. you want me to see Lord that you are the reason.
There goes my hands shaking. Lord,
and you are the reason.
My heart keeps bleeding, I need you to know now, oh Lord.
You have turned back the clock
made sure the light defeated the dark.
I will spend every hour of every day knowing I am safe.
I don't want to cry no more
I don't want to hide no more
I don't want to fear no more
come closer now.
Lord, you have climbed every mountain and crossed every ocean.
Just to be with me, to forgive where I am broken.
Oh, cause you want me to see, that I am the reason.
So, I promise to climb every mountain and cross every river.
Just to stay with you and to be forgiven
Cause, you want me to know
Lord, that LOVE is the reason.
Thanks for reading my posts and helping me to feel connected with my friends, my loved ones.
Two more songs I love
with no need to change the lyrics
"Only Love" by Jordan Smith
"Let love lead." by Terrain
Saturday, August 15, 2020
ONE Commandment : LOVE
The first
Yeshua said,
"You are to love THE LORD JEHOVAH
with all your heart
and from all your soul
and from all your power
and from all your mind."
Aramaic Bible
The second is like unto it
"Love thy neighbor as thyself."
MATTHEW 22: 34-40
Jesus was asked which is the great commandment in the law? He answered with the one and only laws of Love. To love God , the Creator, and all others as The Lord loves us. All are Gods son's and daughter's, creatures and plants of this garden called Earth.
HEART
First mentioned is the heart. We best understand that Love is an emotion, yet I have many emotions that contain love. Joy, kindness, gentleness, meekness, courage and trust and are all forms of Love and mentioned in the Bible. Fear is also mentioned in the phrase "God fearing'...Proverbs 9:10 exclaims; "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight." I am understanding from my own life, that all my emotions were given to me to experience. "With all my heart" means all emotions are to be expressed in order to fully give my love to God. So when I am in fear and the emotions of anger, anxiety, depression and frustration arise, this becomes my opportunity to go to God and ask for guidance, for Rest and for Peace. My Creator wants all of me.
SOUL
My soul..it is described usually that we HAVE One. I looked to hebrew for the origins of this word. It was enlightening to find the word for soul is "nefesh". meaning throat and wind, two definitions. Further commentaries reminded me that in Genesis 2:7, "God breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and man became a living soul." Therefor man/woman IS a SOUL. So through the "throat" and "wind" comes a living being. With this image I can see how the trees are my partners. The soul, my breath is one with them. Also as a child in the womb breathes through the mother until that first "gasp of life" brings her soulful being into this world. I have concluded to "love God with all my soul" means with every breath of every minute and each day to be ever so grateful for a new one.
POWER
Next I will point to Proverbs 18:10. "Do not grieve for the joy of the Lord is your strength." Hebrew for strength is koach. Meaning comes from an unused root, to be "firm". My first thought is to have the resolve to not bend away from my relationship with God. To trust in my journey and know God's will is far greater than my own.
MIND
Last is , "from all my mind " and I am not sure I can love God from all my mind on my own. My mental health has affected by a traumatic life as a child and further events as an adult. The result is a mind that has been broken. Therefor my ability to make decisions in my life has been challenging at the least. At my best I have been able to follow my own journey home with help through therapy, meditation, and ultimately knowing who I am. I am not only my mind. My long boughts of depression kept me in the past, full of anger, shame and guilt. Anxiety and panic attacks came from the worry and fears over the future and even if I had one. After my baptism on August 5, 2017, I have come to a place of forgiveness that has shown me how to release the past, have it be complete as it is. My future is promised to me as an inheritance. I will be guided home. Peace and Rest are available to me now. When I accept my mind with all its potential for fear, I give it fully to Him and all is well.
Love thy Neighbor
This commandment is like a mirror of the first or even as a coin has two sides. Both are about love in our relationships, with God and others. My first response to hearing these commandments was, "How can I love this much, I am not able to do this! I struggle everyday just to love myself". So my conclusion is to realize I am struggling to love at all, GOD or others. My prayers are about Gods grace. I have a clue as too how much God loves me and how I can love others, when I surrender to His grace. Only then my eyes are open and my heart knows. Love comes from Emanuel, "god with us". Every page of His Word has Love in every line.
"I am .. I am God...I am in relationship with you...I am love."
Tuesday, July 28, 2020
"Sheltering in place"
I live in a small coastal tourist town on the northern coast of the Olympic Peninsula. As summer arrived with warmer weather, there is an ongoing influx of non-resident visitors filling the main street of town where I live in an apartment. A strong avoidance of social distancing and mask wearing is evident in only 50% or more of people on the streets below my second floor window.
Being a high-risk target for the virus, I wanted to return to a southern Puget Sound island, only 5 by 6 miles in size..not even one stoplight! A small full-time population and ferry access only.
My goal was to be "safer". Both fear and a desire to "thrive" were my main two motivations..Fear of isolation far from my friends in distance and wanting to thrive with a beautiful wooded landscape and gardening to fill my hours..
As my plans slowly dismantled , one by one, my heart searched for an answer to..
"What has love got to do with it?"
When the fear of living in this chaotic world with a pandemic , note being led by my own country, I made a promise to find and express LOVE for GOD, myself and others.
Thursday, April 9, 2020
EARTH DAY 2020
It is out of the matter of this floating orb that we were born into the garden home we were given to live and thrive in.
Genesis 1:1-2 , 2:7
- Our garden home has been neglected and in need of desperate renewal. The skies above are saturated with fumes from car emissions, coal burning factories, gas fracking drills and deforestation practices world wide. The rivers, lakes, oceans are polluted with toxins from waste disposal, run off from over logging, tanker spills , garbage dumping and pipeline breaks. The demands of the species called Man/Woman has been beyond our garden home's ability to renew itself and sustain us. We are threatening our own survival. Our ignored interdependence and mandatory moral stewardship has been abandoned .
We are now facing, as one of many species, a pandemic viral disease that reflects our over consumption of natural resources and habitats. The population of the world has increased from 3 to 7 billion in one generation. Resulting in animals being forced to live closer to humans and now sharing a virus. We have also promoted GLOBAL relationships that have catapolted commerce in hopes of meeting the needs of ALL and even to promote more WANTS in our world. I see our time of great technology creating the vast computer/phone age, not unlike a vital nervous system, reaching almost every corner of the Earth. With this has come a feeling of interconnectedness. Yet created is a vast commercial wasteland of unessesary products ending up in landfills. Behind this global surge in commerce is an ever increasing demand for jobs for us to just to buy the necessities of living.
I chose, in my heart to believe that God's hand will lead us back to love and the wisdom to be better stewards. To be grateful. Beautiful horizons are an inspiration now to heal and be transformed from our brokenness. There is always room for more love in this world. Amen. Genesis 1:28
Thursday, April 2, 2020
All People [April 4 Post Script]
This disease will by its nature, in its finality for some, tear us all apart from each others side, from each others hands, arms of comfort, of direct expressions of love. Even in the last breaths for those dying they will be totally alone. As a hospice caregiver, this is breaking my heart for the dying and the families only able to say their last words over a phone held by a compassionate nurse. In other places in the world, poor populations do not have these blessings. They will pass away, where they lay, with family or not, infecting others at the same time.




















































